philia07

Aerosmith - Don't wanna miss a thing
Phil Collins - Take a look at me now

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I hate the world today!!! I hate that he's so fucking lonely and I cannot help him. I hate that he's so unhappy.

And I hate that I cannot tell him and explain that I am as fucking lonely as he is, although I have a boyfriend...

Thank you. Thank you for those feelings that I cannot name.
You're one of the best people I've ever met.

Feels so bad I cannot explain and share it with anyone...

That's so miserable.... it's probably the 3rd time I created a blog...wonder for how long this time?!

This time though I have actually something to write about.

I've got a well-worn question for a start: is male-female friendship possible? I've got the feeling that I am experiencing it at the moment and I feel so happy and proud about it! I like him, I like to spend time with him, I like to drink vodka at the beach with him, I like to chat via Skype with him, I like when he visits me at work, I like when he says 'that t-shirt doesn't suit you'. I love his sincerity...

I don't want to date him, I don't want to have sex with him , I don't want to raise his children, I don't want to tell him absolutely everything ... I want to do those things with my boyfriend who is far away at the moment.

And I am absolutely sure that my friend does not love me.

I'd like to share my happiness with somebody but I've already heard all those comments like "there's no such thing!", "he must be in love with you"...bla bla bla....

Can someone pls belive me? Can someone write "yes! i know what you mean" ???