Oh please, talk to me. Do not avoid me.
Fuck fuck fuck... Why did I make him suffer so much?
Who the hell am I writing to? I feel ridiculous. I write some stuff that is probably nonsense to anyone that would read it. I don't even expect anyone to read it. I'm becoming pathetic. Writing for the sake of writing. But the problem is I don't have anyone to share my feelings with.
OK. that's it. am i still fifteen or something?